So, some clarifications:
- I do not hate people who are smaller than me, and I really try not to slag people off for their size. Sometimes when I'm suffering from self hatred I can get irrational anger at people whose appearance triggers that self-hatred. That can include people who are bigger than me as well as the thinner ones. I know it's irrational, which is why I describe it as such.
- I am not trying to manipulate anyone into giving me anything, especially not Whitby accommodation, which is like gold dust.
- I don't need anonymous comments telling me to 'dump that zero' or any similarly insightful remarks. Honestly - however helpful you mean to be, making it anonymous just makes you look like a dickhead.